CyberDayze
My Incognito Friend, only known as ‘C’, showed up in my email inbox about one year ago, asking, “What color are your toenails?
” of all things. And so it went. Although I know from whence he came, I do not know how he found my email address-either he stumbled across CyberDayze.com, which has my email address listed, or he guessed it. Nevertheless, I enjoyed his random, out-of-the-blue, odd and entertaining questions or statements. Several times he sent short stories he had written. My last post from him was this:
“Why do I not seduce you I have wondered much over the length of our relationship? I have sold myself on the concept that I would fall in love with the psychological mayhem that drives you as it mirrors my own. I have done so in the past and in the end I discovered that "love” hurts. I am certain it is why I dwell in my cyber reality, though I have begun to venture out recently. I’m not sure what I am looking for but I do feel predatorial in my actions with the people I have met recently. It probably another reason I have not pursued you, I am subconsciously protecting you from myself.
I do frequently wonder what your body would feel like, how your love would taste, our fingers twined together as we are lost to the world, a silence unto ourselves in the chaos of reality.“
Well now. I never had expected anything along these lines, but found myself happy to read his words. What especially caught my eye was 'psychological mayhem that drives you’. Spot on. I also emailed back that he should "Take a chance…” And I erred in using that four-letter-word: L-O-V-E. I suggested that he already did. I haven’t heard from him, since. Oh, that dreaded four-letter-word.But. More than likely I am correct in my assumption: he and I shared a similar writing style, as well as an unexplainable affinity to dwell in Intangible. How many other things might we share commonly in Tangible? I cannot help but wonder.
I miss my Incognito Friend…
Where are you????
My CyberDayze continues.
Come visit me.
You, as well, 'C’…
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